Eulogy Delivered by Sheriff John Duffy - December 9, 1987 - 10:00
a.m.
First United Methodist Church
It’s Saturday, December 5th. The department stores and malls are crowded
with shoppers. There are only 20 shopping days until Christmas! A lot of
families are together on this warm December day. Some are at the
Christmas tree farm looking for that perfectly shaped evergreen to take
home and decorate for this joyous season. Some are busy getting the
outdoor Christmas lights strung on their homes and bushes and setting up
the nativity scene on the lawn. Others are dozing in front of the
television set, procrastinating on the shopping and decorating. Whatever
they’re doing, at least they are together this fine Saturday. It’s the
holiday season. That time of year when we pause to reflect on the
eternal message of hope--"peace on earth, goodwill toward all men!” it’s
a beautiful day, the way San Diego can be, a day or two after one of our
rare rainstorms. I am g; -getting ready to attend the Christmas luncheon
for the retired deputy sheriffs’ association, a good day to reminisce
and swap stories with men and women who have been part of my life for
almost 35 years, it’s a great day, and deputy sheriffs are great people.
It’s Saturday, December 5th. It’s Cathy Brewer’s birthday. She has only
had that name a few weeks, since she married Lonny Gene Brewer. They
have been so happy together - when they could be together. Today, they
won’t be Christmas shopping, looking for a tree, decorating their home
in El Cajon, or even dozing in front of the TV. As things turn out, they
won’t ever be doing those things together.
They are both sheriff's deputies and both are working today so that
all those other families can have a safe and happy holiday season. Cathy
is on duty as a traffic officer in the city of Poway and her husband,
who is assigned to the special enforcement detail, was called out early
this morning for a SWAT operation involving an armed and barricaded
suspect in Escondido who had been shooting at neighbors and was refusing
to surrender to police. Both Cathy and Lonny were raised around police
families. They expect to work on weekends, holidays, even birthdays.
Both of their fathers are retired from the San Diego police department.
Cathy’s father was an officer and Lonny's father was a mechanic who
kept the cars in the field, today, Cathy's happiness in her new
marriage and her birthday is mixed with her concern for Lonny's
safety. Even though he’s been assigned to SED for 2 1/2 years, is well
trained and very deliberate and careful, she can’t help but worry, he’s
been successful on numerous similar operations, but she knows just how
dangerous these barricaded suspects can be. Her fears are going to
become a reality.
Today, December 5th (on her birthday), Cathy's newfound happiness and
Lonny's life are ended! Shattered by a single bullet that pierced his
upper arm, went through the bone, entered the chest cavity and severed
his aorta. A bullet fired from an AK-47, by a mad man with a death wish;
one who had terrorized his former wife, his neighbors and held police
officers at bay for almost six hours. From what we know, he was a fantasizer -- a loser at life in almost every endeavor he attempted, but
he succeeded in destroying life and happiness for Lonny Brewer, his wife
Cathy, and both of their families before he played out his Rambo-like
fantasy a few hours later and got his death wish.
And now, we meet again, as we have too many times in recent years, to
mourn the loss of our fallen comrade, to share the grief of his wife and
both their families, and to bury our dead! And again, to ask ourselves,
why? And again to ask our god, why? And again, to ask the public and
society we are willing to die for in order to protect, why?
We already know the answer! We have already examined our souls; we have
already examined our courage. And, we have already examined our
commitment. We did it when we first pinned on that badge, and from time
to time, we have repeated that examination of our souls, our courage and
our commitment. We know exactly why! As violence swirls around us and
threatens to consume the fabric of our society and seems to overwhelm us
we know that we are the few who can hold the line--who can offer any
hope for survival of the peace-and tranquility guaranteed by the laws of
our society. Not many of our fellow citizens, who are quick to criticize
our every move, could ever muster the courage and commitment to do what
we do. We know that, and that’s why we will no doubt meet like this
again over another fallen officer, mourn the loss, share the grief, and
bury our dead. Yes, we will even again ask, why? It’s part of repeating
that examination of our souls, our courage and our commitment.
We are much like the 300 Spartan warriors who in 480 B.C. were led by
the Lacedaemonian King Leonidas in a defense of their homeland against
an entire invading Persian army. Even though they were outnumbered about
3000 to one, those courageous Spartans held off the invaders for ten
days before the last man fell. The defenders were entombed at the site
of their last valiant struggle and these words were inscribed, “go
stranger, and tell the Lacedaemonians that we lie here in obedience to
their laws.” The modern-day peace officer’s commitment to the people, to
laws, even to the ultimate sacrifice, is no less. That’s why the same
inscription is found in the state capitol at the memorial where
California peace officers killed in the line of duty have their names
inscribed in a large book. Lonny Gene Brewer knew that when he hit the
door at that Escondido apartment. His name will be inscribed in that
book and added to a large memorial being constructed West of The Capitol
near the Supreme Court building.
Many citizens, like the Lacedaemonians, will see that name and the date,
and I hope will wonder what was Lonny Gene Brewer, deputy sheriff for
the county of San Diego, really like. I’d like to tell you.
Lonny Gene Brewer was born in San Diego on April 16, 1958 at mercy
hospital to loving parents, Jack and Evelyn Brewer. His father was a
garage owner and mechanic at the time, who later worked as a mechanic
for the San Diego police department for 17 years. As Lonny and his
brother, Jay Allen Brewer grew up in the san Diego area, there was
plenty of family socializing with other SDPD employees (mostly officers)
and their families, camping trips to the desert were a favorite Brewer
family pastime and they were usually accompanied by police officers and
their families. Lonny was always a well-behaved boy, who never gave his
parents any problem. He did well in school and was usually at the top of
his class, according to his father.’ he graduated from El Capitan high
school in Lakeside in 1976, and not surprisingly, he went on to
Grossmont college where he received an associate of arts degree in 1979,
majoring in criminal justice. While attending college, he worked for May
Company, K-mart and three different pest control companies in order to
support himself. He also worked part-time for the El Cajon police
department in their crime lab. In 1980, Lonny applied to be a deputy
sheriff, competed successfully through all the tests, background and
interviews, and was appointed by me on April 18, 1980, two days after
his 22nd birthday, as a deputy sheriff in and for the county of san
Diego. He rated near the top of his class in the sheriff’s academy and
graduated on august 3, 1980. His first assignment was in the Central
jail, followed by a tour in the Vista jail, on September 24, 1982, Lonny
was assigned to the Poway sheriff’s station as a patrol officer, and on
April 26, 1985, ten days after his 27th birthday, he was assigned to the
Emergency Services Division, Special Enforcement Detail. On December 5,
1987, on his wife’s birthday, Lonny Gene Brewer was killed by hostile
gunfire during a tactical operation in support of the Escondido police
department, the phrase “killed in the line of duty,” ends his career and
his life on this earth. That phrase will give us cause to honor him, and
remember him forever.
More than that, the way he lived his life, will give us cause to admire
him. We all enter this life with one guarantee--we will eventually leave
this life and all the people we have touched. We have no control of our
final destiny. All we can hope to control is the way we live our lives
and thereby in some small way control the quality of our death. Lonny
Gene Brewer did just that. His colleagues described him as a man of high
principles, full of good faith and who had a certain “boyish” charm, he
was the kind of man that others instantly trusted and liked, because he
was so genuine. No phoniness, no falseness--no selfishness or guile in
the way he treated others. If he told you something, you simply knew it
was the absolute truth!
He was at the top of his class in our academy, maintained excellent
physical fitness throughout his brief career, and went about his duties
in a very willing, professional, but very quiet and unassuming way. As a
member of a unit that performs dangerous duties most of the time, he was
rated as analytical and a good thinker, never hasty in judgment or
actions, he was always willing to do more than was asked of him, and was
always considerate of fellow workers and family. Sometimes that was both
at the same time, I’ve been advised that he was recently interviewing
for and checking on other assignments in the department. The training
staff says he wouldn’t apply for a position in the training division
because his wife, Cathy, was already on the list, and he didn’t want to
do anything to disrupt that. Although they never got to know him, the
cadets in our current academy, who are just beginning their careers,
have dedicated their class and all their efforts to the memory of deputy
sheriff Lonny Gene Brewer. That’s part of the examination of our souls,
our courage and our commitment--in defense of the people’s laws.